There's something inside of me I want to show it to you I want to show myself It's speaking through my heart And only I can feel it It's calling to me I want to guide you I wanna be your light I wanna give you life Oh I wanna give you mine Cause I'm feeling like I need something else Oh I don't know where I am going now Visions in my heart, but I can't read them I'm trying to figure feelings out And I don't want to keep hiding myself I'm trying to tear myself open Remove my flesh and dig inside So you can see something magical Buried underneath this hide I want to guide you I wanna be your light I wanna give you life Oh I wanna give you mine Cause I'm feeling like I need something else Oh I don't know where I am going now Visions in my heart, but I can't read them I'm trying to figure feelings out And I don't want to keep hiding myself I want to be your lighthouse, when it gets dark Cause I'd like to inspire another heart And I want to give you, more than I have And I want to save you, if I ever can And I want to be, something more than I am And I want to show you, that I still can I want to guide you I wanna be your light I wanna give you life Oh I wanna give you mine Cause I'm feeling like I need something else Oh I don't know where I am going now Visions in my heart, but I can't read them I'm trying to figure feelings out And I don't want to keep hiding myself I want to guide you I wanna be your light I wanna give you life Cause I'm feeling like I need something else Oh I don't know where I am going now Visions in my heart, but I can't read them I'm trying to figure feelings out And I don't want to keep hiding myself

I'm trying to please you, cause I never want to leave you, but I'm feeling restricted, in this life that should be mine I want to feel like I own my life I want to escape this internal strife Cause everything, I don't want, I do it for you, but it's got to stop I'm tired of being ruled by your eyes oh your eyes That I can't escape I wanna look away I wanna do something else But I'm in your gaze I want to say something funny I want to be myself I want you to love me But I don't know how I don't want to disappoint you, and I know that's not what you want, but I'm consumed by expectations, just know I know it's not your fault I want to feel like I own my life I want to escape this internal strife Cause everything, I don't want, I do it for you, but it's got to stop I'm tired of being ruled by your eyes oh your eyes That I can't escape I wanna turn away I wanna do something else But I'm in your gaze I want to say something funny I want to be myself I want you to love me But I don't know how

We've known each other for a long time You've always been by my side And whenever things get rough I know you'll be there Am I trying hard enough? To show you I care And I don't think you know what you mean to me oh And I want you to know I care about you Why am I so cold When I'm talking to you And I want you to know I've been thinking about you You're my hero And I don't even tell you When I'm stumbling around You got me When I'm falling down You lift me higher You make me better You help me And I want you to know I care about you Why am I so cold When I'm talking to you And I want you to know I've been thinking about you You're my hero And I don't even tell you And I want you to know I care about you Why am I so cold When I'm talking to you And I want you to know I've been thinking about you You're my hero And I think I should tell you

I'm hoping for a new routine Cause I know this isn't good for me And I can't keep waiting here I need to do something else So if only I could find somebody To help dig me out this hole To go and do stuff together That's something I'd like to know I wanna know you In the end I wanna find you But I can't I want to leave this place, but I never have any plans Everyday I'm growing older, and I'm missing my friends I want to get out there (I need to go somewhere else) So I can do something new (I'd like to meet up with you) So if only I could find somebody To help dig me out this hole To go and do stuff together That's something I'd like to know I wanna know you In the end I wanna find you But I can't I want to leave this place, but I never have any plans Everyday I'm growing older, and I'm missing my friends So I'm Trying to find you Cause it keeps me up at night I'm feeling kind of funny You said yes but it doesn't feel right And it's crawling to my heart It's clawing at what I said But I have to remind myself I'll be better in the end So if only I could find somebody To help dig me out this hole To go and do stuff together That's something I'd like to know Oh I'd like to know Oh I'd like to know Oh I want to know I wanna know you In the end I wanna find you But I can't I want to leave this place, but I never have any plans Everyday I'm growing older, and I'm missing my friends I wanna know you In the end I wanna find you But I can't I want to leave this place, but I never have any plans Everyday I'm growing older, and I'm missing my friends

I wonder what you think of me When I'm reaching out to see you Cause we hardly know each other Oh why do I bother I don't wanna be someone who bugs you These people aren't who I remember These people are changing, faster than me But I don't think I'm ready for something new What is going on with you? I'm trying to get a little closer I'm failing to give myself exposure And this virus means, I'm incomplete And I cannot escape it It's all going wrong, so I'll make this song And forget about the time I'm sleeping on I think I need to care more About the people I've never met Cause I just might need another human but I don't know where to begin These people aren't who I remember These people are changing, faster than me But I don't think I'm ready for something new What is going on with you? And I just might need another human but I don't know where to begin Maybe I should stop wearing the same sweater I hope I'm getting better I don't know where to go I don't feel like I know Who you are, where'd you go? Does it ever end Oh no

Will I ever see the sky, While I'm waiting here? I know I've go to try But, even when the years pass by I'm still waiting here, and I don't know why I'm pushing for everything I want What if it all leads to nothing I'd love to throw my self further But what if I'm just wasting my time. Is there any point in trying? I think I'm getting behind And my will to create is dying I don't care if I'm remembered I just want to be seen I'm trying my best with what I've got But what if it's not good enough? I can't seem to throw myself further I'm pushing for everything I want What if it all leads to nothing I'd love to throw my self further But what if I'm just wasting my time. Is there any point in trying? I think I'm getting behind And my will to create is dying

You were last online years ago Where did you go? I'm worried about you And I hope your ok now I hope your doing well I hope you're still out there Against the world I wish that I had closure I wish I could know I wish I could see you again But I don't think I will And it's not like I knew you Or at least we've never met But I was still looking forward To the times I'd never forget And I hope your ok now I hope your doing well I hope you're still out there Against the world I wish that I had closure I wish I could know I wish I could see you again But I don't think I will And I miss you

I need something to love So I can get out of bed I need a brand new song That I'll forget in the end I think I'm wasting my time Spending it in my head I want to love my life But I just live it instead I need to feel anything Cause my life's running out of me I feel like I'm shattering Cause I fear, missing out I know this world's not empty But there's something I can't see I need to find my meaning Before the noise swallows me I need to feel anything Cause my life's running out of me I feel like I'm shattering Cause I fear, missing out It's all feeling circular I'm failing to remember The things I used to love And I know that you're out there But I'm feeling like I can't care About the thing's I'm dreaming of I need to feel anything Cause my life's running out of me I feel like I'm shattering Cause I fear, missing out I need to feel anything Cause my life's running out of me I feel like I'm shattering Cause I fear, missing out

I'm afraid of the dark I'm afraid of failure I'm afraid that I'm not good enough for you What's my problem? What do I do? We heard your call We're here to help you No matter what we're gonna think things out with you So when the world's a little dark (Well that's ok) Just look inside you're heart (It'll go away) And you can't ignore your problems But that's why we're all here We're gonna get through this together So there's nothing left to fear And when the world is scaring me That's when I love to see you I'm trying to believe That I'm never gonna leave you So I want to thank you For giving me life For giving me meaning For being my light That guides me That propels me That makes me feel alive (Oh you make me feel alive) It saves me It protects me And I often wonder why (Oh I have to wonder why) I can see Something, inside of you that's growing Shining through the sky And it makes you wonder why There's a vision inside your heart I remember that feeling Of something glowing Something growing stronger It's melting the inspiration While pulsing within your skin And you can't quite figure it out But it's burning from within And you want to explain it How there's something more than this Your soul sparkles brightly A luminescence So when the world's a little dark (Well that's ok) Just look inside you're heart (It'll go away) And you can't ignore your problems But that's why we're all here We're gonna get through this together So there's nothing left to fear And when the world is scaring me That's when I love to see you Oh I'm trying to believe That I'm never gonna leave you So when I'm having doubts at the middle of the night Or my worry's set to overdrive Anytime I'm scared of something I know that you'll be close I know you're watching over me Cause your my lighthouse And when the world is scaring me That's when I love to see you (And you can't ignore your problems) I'm trying to believe (But that's why we're all here) (We're gonna get through this together) That I'm never gonna leave you (So there's nothing left to fear) I want to be your lighthouse, when it gets dark Cause I'd like to inspire another heart And I want to give you, more than I have And I want to save you, if I ever can And I want to be, something more than I am And I want to show you, that I still can